this time

Im feeling happy now. Dunno why. Just happy.
I can feel things are getting better nowadays..
I have humourous but supportive friends..
i have good feelings that good luck is coming to me soon..
I have confident what im doing now will see success one day..


actually, nothing is happening rite now..hahahahahaa...
Can i not wake up ? hahahahaa...let me continue dream !~~~ !

what should i dream of tonight ? enough of rockstar dream..hahahaha..

Maybe i try to dream myself being a conman ! maybe a vcd seller ? or a pimp ? maybe one of the Genting card decker ! maybe a big tycoon !!!! eh ehh..maybe one of the contestant in The Apprentice.. !!!! hahahaha..maybe a wrestle ? nahh...maybe a street clown ? a pole dancer ??? fuuu !!! or a plastic surgery doctor !!!! hahahahaa...or a pirate ?? hhmm... a madfish !!!!!

k..wan to continue reading Da Vinci Code..wonder when only will i finish it..ahahahaha...

refresh

Things in mind this few days, maybe for the next few weeks..

After more than 3 weeks of procastination, and 2 weeks sort of "brainstorming", actually it only really take like few hours..(well, thats how idea works, when it comes..it comes ), me and Vee came up with concept, idea, and storyline for upcoming Astro Short Film awards, which deadline is end of next month. We plan to do storyboarding and camera angle in Ipoh this weekend, well, if we are really going down la.hahahaha.. Then start shooting by start of next month. Wooo..kinda excited, coz we gonna shoot in our ol' hinhua high school, and hopefully we got "crew" to help us out..hahahaa :)

After few years of procastinating, now i decided and i wan to get my own web domain space this time. Geocities always server down la..hahaha..Mainly, i want to share out all my music demos for download. So i think i need higher bandwidth. And of course, load up my artworks, clips and bullshits..ahhaha. If i got the time, i plan to start my own short Flash animation, inspired by Pucca and Happy Tree Friends.. hahahaha. Well, as said, if i got the time and inspiration laa..hahahaha..

Anyone got good webspace offer ? i think 50mb webspace should be enough. Bandwidth hhmm, dunno...500mb for month ? 1 gig ? see how la.

That day i realised my work contract gonna end by end of next month. Then yesteday morning, i start sending out a few resumes, some from Swee, who have nothing better to do than browsing for jobs in Jobstreet.com during working hours ! hahaha..hey..thanks ya ! and the same day evening, i went and talked to my head. And she told me she gonna extend my contract till end of the year... so..dillemma abit..

Im reading Da Vinci Code nowadays. Abit outdated di i think..haha. Borrowed from Vee. But i think Vee borrowed from Keong. So means, i borrowed from Keong la..ahhahaha..and yes..it is TRANSLATED IN CHINESE !!! SO ?!! SO ?!! hehehe..honestly, i think its easier to read English book than Chinese words nowadays. I really forgot how long ago was my last chinese novel, or even story books ! k la..comic don't count laaa..hahahaha.. it really does takes more time to read in Chinese, or well, maybe just for me.

J

that day i try to sit down and write a slow mellow song, too many heavy distortion riffs recently, need something soft..hahahaa..

I sort of finish composing and recorded the song. But when i try to listen back, i realised the rhythm don't sounds like English song, nor Chinese lyrics. I try to mumble mumble... i found out, it sounds like a Japanese song.. !! and i dunno Japanese..

Anyone can write me Japanese lyric ?? hahaha..

that day and that day

that day i was exposed to cigarette new marketing strategy...
that day i was exposed and interested in event management freelances...
that day i made Fe worried about our deadline and punctuality...
that day the haze made me misses Melbourne weather so badly...
that day my dad reminds me how much money i owe him...
that day i had so much fun at DuViet and La Bodega...
that day i had a good time in Pizza Hut...
that day i met Bigfoot and good to know she is doing great...
that day she msged me at 4am in the morning...
that day you make me realised that you had make it clear again...
that day i was introduced to new job environment...
that day i was explained about new financial planning...
that day i was exposed to unit trust investment...
that day i broke my 6th guitar string...
that day i realised i need networking...

Small World

and i just found out one of the girl that we Klang kaki always hang out with, Joyce, her brother is my primary school good friend who got lost contact !

And i didn't knew it for 1 whole year until i realised Jason, my friend, was in Joyce's cousin, Velynn's friendster friend list.

The power of Friendster.
And what a small world again..

And i just realised Friendster can upload up to 25 photos now !

I and I

I went drinking with Kevin on Thursday nite.
I went clubbing with Elaine and Win on Friday nite.
I went Pulau Carey for seafood on Saturday nite. Keong and Sing's treat.
I went to my fatty's degree show on Sunday.
I went for last minute ktv on Sunday midnite but turned out they were closed.
I went for 8tv interview again today morning.
I think im getting down with a flu now.
Its so hot with the haze and someone burnt the lalang near my house somemore.
I supposed to go for "tong sui" with my friends now but my nose water can't stop leaking.
I think my eyes is closing and i need to sleep.
I think i will ffk my friends later. hahahahahaa...

The power of Music

I remembered this scenario a while back in the office ...

Jack was playing all his mp3's. Everyone was busy and quietly doing their work, including me. Hahahaha.. then our boss, Fe, came out from her room and sat on the sofa. Jack's mp3 were playing Sarah Mchlachlan "angel" ...

Everyone was quiet. Jack's mp3 were the only thing can be heard. Halfway through the song ...


Fe : "aiyooo...i feel like killing myself di lah .."


hahahahahahahahahahahhahaaaaa....everyone laughes.


Then Jack quickly changed the music. hahahahahaaa...

Lost and Found

wooo...happy happy..

I lost my house keys last Monday after futsal. Was kinda a big unconvenient for me to knock on the door or call up my bro to open the door for me, especially when i back on midnight. Dunno why but i just felt reluctant to duplicate another new pair. No time also, but that is just an excuse. ehhehehe..

Last Saturday, i almost wanted to duplicate the keys, coz cannot tahan di. But dunno why i hold back in the end, thinking that i must have left it in the futsal court area, gonna try my luck next week to see if the people there picked it up.

And yeah...its with the people there when i went for futsal just now..ahhahaha.. thanks thanks thanks.

Nice Weekend 2

I had a nice weekend this week too.

Friday night after work, i played guitar so loud until my mom tiu-kaoed, then i become si lai, watched Astro tvb throughout the night, then mamak at midnight.

Saturday noon, i met up with Wee San, which she found me in Friendster, with that we are from the same kindergarten, and she remembered my name. And since she stays just behing my house, so we agreed and went out for a drink, and that to bring along all our kindergarten pictured that we have ! hahahahaa.. honestly, it kinda feels like a blind date, or as said like a net meeting to her...coz we dun really know each other actually..ahahhaa. And it turned out quite some of the pictures that we have are the same ones ! that proved we should have known each other since kindergarten. and seriously, the world is small, she knows alot of my friends !!

Saturday night, went ktv with my ACA friends, only about 10+ of us, but we took the VIP room..hahahaha..., after that, went clubbing at RUSH with Kevin, Teck, Eric, Yaw, and 6 girls ! drama a bit here and there, shhhhh...but still..i prefer ladies night ! hhmm... supposed to go Qbar, but last minute heard said Qbar and cafeFlame license kena gantung. Too bad.

I slept through Sunday morning and woke up during noon. Played guitar and chatted online. The night, 13 of us celebrated Keong's birthday at... ktv again..hahahaa. im really slowly losing my voice.

Aiii..back to work again tomolo. At least its pay day !

And damn potong stim to know the price of oil increase again..sigh...

Fat Police

These few days damn alot of police on the look out !!!

Just on my way out from my home today, there stood a traffic police with his motor, waiting to like just rush out anytime to stop cars. As i just cornered out from my house, i haven't put on my seatbelt yet. Damn..i tried to pull and the damn seatbelt stuck !! the police saw me di...but i didnt look at him. I passed by him, then i can see from my back mirror that he started following di ! without hesitation, i just sped off from that junction and i know there's a SHELL just after the turn out. Once i turned out, i sped into SHELL, SHELL behind punya toilet space !!!! just enough for one car space..wuahahahahahaa... i just stopped there, for about more than 3 minutes i think. Well, of course, until when my heart pumping start subsiding..hahahaha.. assuming that the police didn't got to follow my tail, i continue my drive. And lucky enough. hehehee...

Then, when im at a cross junction traffic light somewhere after LUCT, i saw another police again, on the opposite road. Standing behind the walls, peeking at the cars that are gonna U-turn into the road. wat lao ehh..hahaha..i tell you ahh..i felt like taking a sniper and shoot him down !!! if only i have one that time !!!

The third one of the day was when im on my way driving back. Someone sms-ed and i was checking the message, haven't noticed the police yet. When i realised, the police is in front di !! i was still holding the phone with my left hand. "oo..shit" that time..the police were waving his hands to my car, but somehow his eyes weren't really looking at me. So i don't care la, just went off. Maybe he just signally me to GO faster. fuuuu....hahahaha..safe again.

End of month di ahh..all this big fat police start coming out looking for victims, for "duit makan". Damnnn..why is all this police have big tummy ? come to think about it, i haven't really see a thin looking police yet !!!

Onion and his Obsessions !!!

hahahahahhahahahahahahahaaa....

Anyway..thanks Onion and Ek for making me laugh the whole nite !!!! ahhahahahahaa....

btw. Good webcam. Clearer than my MSN pic !

Nice weekend

I had a nice weekend.

Thursday nite i went RUSH again....which is my 3rd time clubbing in this month !!! wooooo...things were getting better and better and better ! and damn... i think by now the whole world knows about my blood RUSH-nite di. Thanks to that big mouth..hhmmm..!

I was so freaking late for work on Friday. Reached company at 2:30pm !! hahahaa...luckily my boss MC that day..wat a luck !! the night were spent at Su Wah's birthday party. Was suddenly being asked to be the camera man..aiii.. This girl got purple wall's room. Quite cool, but weird after a while..hahahaha.. Happy Birthday Gal !

Saturday night went down Kuala Selangor for seafood. met all the ACA gang : Cathy, Kian Meng ( woo..damn fat di), Wee Liong, Twu Chin, Sie Jie, Hock Chuan, Pei Fen. Woo..i tell you, the food is sooo good, but the long journey there is no good. Well, it was Yoon Sing's bday treat. Happy Birthday ! You da man !!

Sunday noon. Sorry if i make you frus again. Please forgive me...
Tonight were Joyce's birthday. Another birthday wish to you, gal !! was at Ice Cream cafe with my klang kaki's to spent the night. Heman got her Kiwi cake. Its nice, but the kiwi is too sour after a while, so not nice..hahahaha.. everyone is happy tonight. I think the cafe boss like Jay Chou. Like playing the cd over and over again..

Before that had dinner with Vivien. Went for pizza. Wooo..haven't seen this gal for like months di. Tried the new pizza. Wahh, seriously, i took 3 slices, i sudah full !!! 3 types of full layers cheese in it ! fattening like hell ! hahahahaa. It was mega sales, walk walk a while and bought myself a tee. I think its my first since i came back Malaysia !

We ffk-ed supposedly Hui Peng's wedding buffer dinner. Guessed she didn't officially invited us. So none of us went. Well, if we went, we won't be celebrating Joyce's birthday then. So its all good.

My passion of music are back. I started picking up my guitar after a month procastinating about getting new strings. I finally changed the whole 6 strings, and it gaves the full solid new sound to it ! woooww ! Jeng Jeng Jeng, sorry neighbours !!!

Thanks for all the encouraging words and advices. Since some of you used anonymous, so i lazy to go guessing who wrote what also. Thanks anonymous !

To you guys :
we go for dinner this Wednesday night at Williams ? 830pm. I will be there.

3 libras

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all

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Wooo...if only i remembered this lyric that time when i wrote the previous post, i've have just posted that up. Then can save up all my craps..hahahah...The words are so weird but do strike a meaning or feelings here and there. I damn like this song, Some people said, Maynard James Keenan ( a perfect circle ) just putting and arranged all the words for the lyric to sounds, cool ! well..how cool is that then.

K la. Im back. :)

till then

Yes..this is who i am..
This is who i am and i think im really sick of who im..
Why do i always need to endure all this ?
yes..i get frus on things easily..im bad in emotion controls..
im the sicko..the sadist..whatever..
chill chill chill..tats all can people say.
but sometimes
i really think why i get frus ?
do you all really think of why do i get frus ?
and why is only me the one that get frus and brings up trouble all the time ?
why not the others ? WHY !!! WHY !!!
And why must i the one always forgive and regret ? regret and forgive ?
I think i know..
Im always the last person to everything..the joker..the being make fun stupid moron..
never anything that i said ever make sense, or no one even bother..or im being ask for the sake of asking ..whatever. KF will always be the same KF..nevermind him want la..he is ok one laa.

Im not a attention grabber, and i dont ask for your attention. so Don't ask me to do things that you know i won't do and then start blaming me..start blaming me. Don't ask me in just because you need more numbers ...

I have feelings really..being hurted and hurted and hurted and dissappointed and dissappointed ...
trying so hard to cover up everything but ends up starting over and over again ..

Who will think i dun get frus ?
who will think of me ???

I know how it feels ... everyone have feelings..i have feelings too !
i think im still young..i dunwan to keep on keeping all this inside, keeping all this inside ...my good cells will end up being bad cells, bad cells ends up becoming cancer cells !

Maybe im still a loser after all ...
this town don't feel mine ..
i will change .. but i don't think anyone cares..i don't care either !

Really needs to get all this out of myself. Don't think will be blogging so soon.
till then.

Phone

Wei Loon came down for some help on Flash website today. But more of spending the whole Sunday noon chating only..hahahaha..i like his phone that he just got few months ago, Sony Ericson K700i. Nice and compact.

My phone ? ha.. ! dunno fell like how many zillion times di. Nowadays everytime it fall, sure will like how you throw a water melon down from 2nd floor..splsssaahhh !!! hahahahaha...the battery will fly out, the casing will break into different pieces, the keypad will fly off..luckily the SIM card didnt fly off ! hahahaha...kesian my phone la..haishhh..nowadays my battery also cacat, full charge can't last me for 1 whole day, then occasionally will hang, or suddenly "insert sim card"....or talk halfway will off suddenly..and my volume keypad rosak di...fed up..hahahaha..

Was browsing through Sony Ericson website. Quite surprised to see all the models, as more than half of it i haven't yet seen before. Its always like that, you don't noticed things unless you are interested in it or you need to get one of it. Hehehehe...like for Weiloon's K700i, it was oledi out since last year...now only i knew about it..hahaha...the new K750i quite cool, but i think the price wont be less than 1k la..hahaha..one thing nice about the site is that, for every phone they have this one "try this phone" link, which you can view and play with the phone in 3D view mode. Quite cool !

Should i get a new phone ? i think i should !! what else phone is nice ? anything besides Nokia maybe..have been using it since the start..heheh

Sum Ting Wong

got this from a frwd email :

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something to perk u up and chase away the monday> blues ..................:P>>

Sum Ting Wong went for a job interview to be a secretary. When the Manager saw Sum Ting Wong's colourful attire and gold and white highlighted hair, his mind is screaming, " NOT THIS WOMAN.". Nevertheless, he still had to entertain Sum Ting Wong. So he told Sum Ting Wong, "If you could form a sentence using the words that I give you, then maybe I will give you a chance! The words are GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE and BLACK. Sum Ting Wong thought for a while and said: "I hear the phone GREEN, GREEN, GREEN, then I go and PINK up the phone, I say YELLOW...... BLUE's that ? WHITE did you say? Aiyah, wrong number, lah.........Don't PURPLEly disturb people and don't call BLACK, ok? Thank you.

The Manager fainted !!

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was this a coincidence ???




shit..i think im making a fool of myself again..nvm..hahahaha :)

New Paris

Its been a while since we last had a big dinner like this, and took a group picture like this... :)



We should do this more often !! i don't mind if we go to SS2 New Paris again, coz i think the food there is really nice and cheap ! that day, the tofu is damn nice, but i think it came quite late, so everyone is too stuffed with the other dishes, which is also very tasty. The curry fish looks quite plain, but damn nice, and not too spicy also. Just maybe some of the dishes quite oily, but good food is always like that. hahahahaha...

sicko

Im sick...for the first time this year. Flu, soar throat, body aching, runny nose, fever all came in together, oo..this is so suffering. Try to sleep and i keep waking up hour to hour, with my throat feeling so dry and cracky...

and i gotta work tomolo ..helppp. :(

nice night

It was again the last minute plan. Went RUSH again yesterday. Its the first time i went in on a Ladies Night. Better than i've expected....awesome night man !!!

I "high high" danced through the whole night ! didn't got drunk. But Kevin and Teck got blarddy drunk...i have to stop like more than 10 times on the way back for Teck to puke. Scary sight. Luckily no road block. But i guessed everyone enjoyed the night and was satisfied. Well, at least im. Yes, im. Hehehhee...

And my Winamp is playing "the rasmus - the first day of my life" .. so suits my mood now. But i need to get some sleep now. Going dinner with the Babi Clan and friends to celebrate Bennyboi's birthday tonight. Hope is a great one !!

Happy Birthday Bennyboi !!! :)

Yea FYI. I got a 2 days off from work. I sort of finished my scheduled work in time, and the audio for the next job haven't come in yet till next week, and i was given a 2 days break. Cool ! heheheh..

Ken's Wedding

Went for my first friend wedding dinner last Sunday.



Going for another one soon again. Aiii...the price of "accidents" ? hahaha...jk